I think this month you have made the most obvious changes. I mean, WOW! You are sprouting into a toddler right before our very eyes. I used to be this Mom that was so concerned about the things that you weren’t doing. You weren’t crawling. You weren’t interested in food. You didn’t have any teeth. You weren’t interested in walking. The books said you should have weighed “this much” by “this time”. My friends’ babies were doing it. But you weren’t.
But I’ve learned to trust you. And to trust DaDa and myself. In a sense, I’m lucky. You get to be my baby longer. I get to enjoy giving you a bottle. I get to hold you in my arms and keep you safer for longer. I can still give you baths in the sink! But this month, oh this month, you are changing. And everything that I was so concerned about…you’re doing.
Wanna know your biggest milestone? You’re communicating with us! You wave when someone says “Hi”. You even say “Hi!” You light up when Daddy walks in a room. When you’re in your high chair and you can’t see me you call for me. You say “Mu Mu” or “Muh”. When you’re done with your bottle, you turn your head away. When you want to get picked up, you reach up. Sometimes you’ll sign for milk if you’re in the mood. You say Bye Bye when Gam waves to you over FaceTime. You are doing such an amazing job at letting us know what you want. Which is great! You’ve always been such an easy baby to read but it’s exciting knowing that crying isn’t your only way of letting us know what you want.
I’ve read that some babies skip crawling and go straight to walking. I think that’s you. You know how to crawl but you prefer to scoot. And you prefer pulling yourself up over scooting. You really want to walk. You get so excited when you’re on your feet. You’ve mastered standing and balancing yourself with only one hand. You go from a crawling position to a sitting position within a second. You’re so good at it!
You’re also and…can Mama be honest? Sometimes you can be a bit of a handful. Some days you just don’t want to be bothered with anything. The little things set you off. Changing your diaper. Combing your hair. Wiping your nose. Sitting in your car seat. For the first time in your whole life, you’ve had moments where you are just inconsolable. Which breaks my heart but I know you’re going through some growing pains.
In the past few weeks I have made the decision to stop sharing so many of your pictures online. In fact, these monthly posts will be the only place where I will share your pictures. No more cute pics of you all over Facebook and Instagram. I’ve become selfish. You are MY baby. I don’t want so many strangers knowing how cute you are when you eat. I don’t want everyone to see the layout of your new nursery. You deserve a level of privacy. You deserve a close-knit circle of friends and family members who have your best interest in mind. I don’t want to let so many in. Yes, you’re cute and adorable but the world doesn’t need to see that.
The post would be as longer as your other posts, but let’s be honest…mama began drafting it too late and now I’ve completely forgotten about the milestones that happened this month. And now I’m confused with what you did at 9 months and what you started doing at 10 months. Silly mama.
The good news is that we have a ton of pictures and videos to show so hey, I’m not mad….